in denial..

I was told to update my blog, but nowadays i really got nothing to to update because i have been sleeping and eating, sleeping and eating. I haven’t been going out much as well, just hibernating at home. only at times when my mom called to ask to go to grandma’s house, going out with aunties, lunches and grocery shopping. Another reason why i would be out would be the time where i will pay my visit to the hospital for my physio rehab. I had been to the physio got 7 times, leg are getting better. but sometimes my mom and I would wonder if my recover would speed up and recover if i was doing all these in Melbourne. Although it will cost a lot, but i think it would be worthwhile. But since i am back in Brunei, might as well put up with all these, at least there are some recoveries, better than nothing. Guess i have to do more exercises to speed it up. Really can feel the inconvenience when doing daily routines.

When i get to my bed, i can climb and jump to my bed. I need to sit down on the edge and push my legs up to get into the bed. i cant run and jump. when i am walking down the stairs, i need to walk like the babies, one step at a time. unlike previously i will just jump and skipped one step. but things are getting better. that was weeks after the surgery. Now, at least i can walk up and down normally but with a little resistance from my knee, i have to move slowly. i won’t write how it was right after the surgery. i will leave that for another day…

what have i been doing lately beside sleeping and eating? something just came up… my stuffs from melbourne had arrived. All 21 boxes.. finally. but the house is too crowded and i have no place to put them to. my room now is full of my mom’s clothes, my previous room is full of my brothers’ stuffs. my old old room is taken over.. my stuffs would just have to stay put inside the boxes for months because we cant do much moving or renovating around the house, just for the baby that is on the way. but at least i could get some out of the way… my keyboard piano, my hi-fi, some clothes.. but i think there are around 10 boxes left.

anyway, will be going to KK soon with the girls.. but i will enjoy it due to my injury.. my mom was having a bad time because my dad actually disapproved of me going when my mom told him. but i bought the ticket and my dad dint say a word to me.. so i just assumed he will let me go..